UTOPIA.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
everyone has an imaginary utopian world they wish they live in made up in their minds. of course, different people have different views on what a utopia world would be like. like for one, Snookie(from jerseyshore)'s utopia world includes radios playing house music and everyone being tanned, a huge -.- btw. so you can really say that interests, circumstances, lifestyles, influences play a big part on how your own utopian world will be shaped. but snapping back to reality, our lives may be way far from what you call perfect. things might not go our way, people we trust with all our hearts may betray us, lovers cheating behind their other half's back, not getting into the school we want. but this is..life? it can suck real badly sometimes. but we can do nothing other than accept it, move on, push for something greater. we shouldnt allow rejections and betrayals bring us down. To both my sisters, both of you are the most talented, smart and both of you have admirable qualities, be strong. i know you guys can and will pull through. Insyaallah. ilyboth.
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got back from camp a day early. long story. the camp was tiring, my legs currently ache like craaaazyyy&im having the worse sorethroat ever. but, i had fun. made some great friends(most of them in NUS fass too!) and got to catch up with my darlingirritatingfriend nabilah. (:
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got back from camp a day early. long story. the camp was tiring, my legs currently ache like craaaazyyy&im having the worse sorethroat ever. but, i had fun. made some great friends(most of them in NUS fass too!) and got to catch up with my darlingirritatingfriend nabilah. (:
during the amazing race which was around the central area of spore - had to take photos with random ppl as part of challenge. it was so hot i can die and i ran EVERYWHERE when the last time i ran was napfa during jc last year, gah. &i thought i'll go tanner, but nooo. i just turn red, and burn. awesome
Sunday, July 10, 2011
im not one who cares about what others think. i always feel that i'll act exactly how i wanna act, i'll dress how i wanna dress even if it means wearing something questionable(or ugly, simply put) like my bro's oversized tee and my fave pair of levis, i'll say what i wanna say, i'll do what i wanna do. call me self-absorbed but it actually took me a long time to reach to this stage coz' i used to care about people's opinions/perceptions of me. at that point of time, i remembered shaping myself in accordance to what people think of me which im terribly ashamed of now, coz' it's so stupid to succumb to all this negative pressure! but this pressure is typical now, what with the nature of the society that has made some people feeling this way, making them feel that they need to prove something out of themselves, it's impossible for you to avoid this with platforms like facebook, blogs everywhere. it's come to a point that people care too much,they change coz' they wanna prove that they 'belong', that they're right up there with the 'cool ones'. but wait, how do you exactly define these 'cool ones'. you might not guessed it but these people may have also been influenced by other people that they think are cool too. &this is when a phrase that my cuzzy ever said to me, i found to be disturbingly true, "society kills originality".
so, dont you think the definition of being original is simply an oxymoron? &so, dont you think it's /stupid/not worth it/ to feel intimidated, or feel that you're nothing beside that someone whom you think has a much better life than you? coz' it's kinda of a hidden manipulation in itself? &there's kind of a chain effect shit to this? #thinkaboutit
going on a camp tomorrow till Thu!(:
6th.
Friday, July 01, 2011
slacking at work today since there're only a few patients coming in.
yep some major slacking going on since i could even take pics of myself. there werent anyone around and i was bored so what can i really do rightt,lol. i think if there were people and i did this, i'll end up being the one who has to see the doctor. anyhoo, had a talk with Mama just now about her teenage life which includes her love life at that point of time and how she met Father. it's super funny coz' hearing how my father courted my mum is just hilarious. but it sounded exactly like him now. like how on the first date, he was the one who talked on and on,lol dt is sooo Father.
okay i better go back to work now.
cant wait for the weekend, i feel like having pastamania for dinner later, might drag Yazid along and i think i might ask Yazid out to town on sunday for some gift-shopping, or mayb shortie-sis or haiza&mai. happy weekend guyyyyz!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
im going to tell myself to stop going out so much;to sit at home, do some household chores, clear up my ultra-messy space in the room that i share with shortiesis and just basically stay at home like a good daughter.
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1. the day that i went to Rex Cinema at Little India to watch KL Gangster (which btw wasnt bad at all) and wore that $2 headband from Daiso out. looking at my hair in that picture reminds me that i did something different to my hair recently, just went through the smoothing treatment and added some layers to my hair coz' it was getting too thick with everything being the same length. but nothing too drastic.
2. it was over at cuzzywuzzy Adilah's house when i slept over there that night. had an awesome time coz' we were all playing around with ___. &everyone got freaked out coz' i became kinda crazy to a point that i sorta looked as if i got possessed. ok fine, i was watching the video that they took of me, &i got freaked out by my ownself. it looked as if a ghost just took over my body for 10 seconds. so what do you think we were playing with? heh :p
3. had some A&W over at Batam during the short weekend trip. it was yummmmeeehhhhhh! i still dont get why there's no A&W in Singapore anymore. nothing can beat it period
4.my favourite kpop girlgroup. i just had to include their new song coz' it's freaking coooooool. &sharing it makes me cool too. lol
i did soo many things but i didnt bother to take pics of any of it, like the batam trip to playing badminton with Yazid at the CC and the impromptu gathering at cuzzy's house, the lunch with Sha&Haiza plus the whole-day trip to jb yesterday with Yazid. i guess im into that lazy mode of bringing out my dslr once again.
anw dreading tomorrow coz i can just predict it would be boring coz' im back at the hospital for 2 days. pffffft. &a quick update on why i havent been blogging this past week was probably coz' i was having major moodswings despite all the outings, a few down moments too but wells, im okay now! (:
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
went to the Science Centre with Huda, mum, shortiesis and 2 of my lil' cousins on Monday and honestly it was BORING! it definitely wasnt because of the company i was with but the place itself. gosh, SCIENCE CENTRE IS SUCHA WASTE OF MONEY TO GO! if i wasnt being such a good sister, i prolly wouldnt have followed.
i remember going there years back and when i went again on Monday, almost all the exhibits are the same. there isnt much difference at all. i think Science Centre should totally do something about it, hire a guy to be Einstein, create a huge dinosaur that can move or even walk. i mean whatever that's interesting instead of having boards after boards that have a whole load of shit on how to create electricity. i mean, would kids even bother to read that whole chunk. okay mayb science nerds or the i-wanna-be-Einstein-when-i-grow-up kids but other than that, which kid would wanna read all that.
now, i guess the only thing i liked was the documentary at the omnitheatre. that's it. that's all. how exciting.
i remember going there years back and when i went again on Monday, almost all the exhibits are the same. there isnt much difference at all. i think Science Centre should totally do something about it, hire a guy to be Einstein, create a huge dinosaur that can move or even walk. i mean whatever that's interesting instead of having boards after boards that have a whole load of shit on how to create electricity. i mean, would kids even bother to read that whole chunk. okay mayb science nerds or the i-wanna-be-Einstein-when-i-grow-up kids but other than that, which kid would wanna read all that.
now, i guess the only thing i liked was the documentary at the omnitheatre. that's it. that's all. how exciting.
in the train on the way to science centre
okay so, mayb there's a second thing that i liked about the trip. my lunch at Macs. coz i was so damn hungry. &of coz i had to get my MCSPICY. yummz
at the ticketing booth. luckily mum got some free tics for all of us or i would have asked her to ask for refund. hah
lol i didnt even know my lil' cousin was doing that face
Huda&her bestf. aww, Huda said they've been bestfs since pri 1 awww. reminded me of my pri. sch bestf, we'r still in contact now! (:
i thought this was cool. coz' the water was going back into the tap rather than dripping out of it
huda was screaming into this tube to hear the echo that it was supposed to produce.. and....
mum wanted to try too! lol so cute
i wanted to see if i could curl up into this circle and soo....
mum wanted to try it out too. lol she was going, "take my picturee!" say whuuut now
ok typing about science centre makes me go bluergh. waste.of.time. dont go there. if anyone asks you to science centre, do yourself a favour and say no. or if they force you to, run. i shall stop complaining now.
sungei buloh
Monday, June 20, 2011
haha ok no i didnt go to sungei buloh, but i went to Sungei Road and i kept mixing up the names of the two places.
e.g(the night before going Sungei Road - convo with Yazid)
Me: okay okay, dont emo already! later i sell you at Sungei Buloh then you know
Yazid: Heh. Lol bby.. Sungei Buloh is a forest syg -.-
Me: oh really ah? hehe
yep, a bimbo moment over there. anw! have always heard of Sungei Road from the parents, sometimes Dad would just drive pass it, but i've never went there, ever. so Yazid decided to bring me there and since it was a sunday, there were so many people! to add on, it was a pretty hot day.
Sungei Road is definitely a place to go if you dont mind the crowd, if you dont mind having to smell each other's odour(lol) and if you love thrifting. though you can pretty much see lots of junks/stuffs that people throw out being sold by apeks who couldnt care less about customer service there, if you search carefully, there might be something that you might really like. as i would like to say "one's junk is another's treasure" lol i think i read this saying somewhere actually.
but there're definitely alot of old-school stuffs there, from vinyl records, old cameras, vintage boots,i had to round the place 2,3 times before i found 2 close-to-brand-new vintage bags and a $3 vintage sunnies. the key is to be patient and search!
e.g(the night before going Sungei Road - convo with Yazid)
Me: okay okay, dont emo already! later i sell you at Sungei Buloh then you know
Yazid: Heh. Lol bby.. Sungei Buloh is a forest syg -.-
Me: oh really ah? hehe
yep, a bimbo moment over there. anw! have always heard of Sungei Road from the parents, sometimes Dad would just drive pass it, but i've never went there, ever. so Yazid decided to bring me there and since it was a sunday, there were so many people! to add on, it was a pretty hot day.
Sungei Road is definitely a place to go if you dont mind the crowd, if you dont mind having to smell each other's odour(lol) and if you love thrifting. though you can pretty much see lots of junks/stuffs that people throw out being sold by apeks who couldnt care less about customer service there, if you search carefully, there might be something that you might really like. as i would like to say "one's junk is another's treasure" lol i think i read this saying somewhere actually.
but there're definitely alot of old-school stuffs there, from vinyl records, old cameras, vintage boots,i had to round the place 2,3 times before i found 2 close-to-brand-new vintage bags and a $3 vintage sunnies. the key is to be patient and search!
i guess this was where my Alevel papers were marked last year. haha
one of the bags i bought! in great condition!
so of course after the shoving and searching at Sungei Road, Yazid&I went to a nearby hawker centre to eat Ice Kacang and some Soursop dessert. perfect for a hot sunny weather.
lol at the oilyface/messy hair/psycho eyes -aftereffects of Sungei Road
Sungei Road was interesting. i felt as if i was back in time when i was there. despite the sweat, the heat from the sun, and the crowd, somehow the atmosphere there just gives off a nice feeling. (:
Sunday, June 19, 2011
okay short post since i have to get ready after this!
Cinta has been insanely cute these days! just one hour ago while i was going through a question with my tuition kid, she just sat on the assessment book without any shame and started playing with my pen just to grab my attention. plus she has this liking of sitting on everything, including ON my mum's tummy. -.- despite having Cinta for over a year now and mum is still very much afraid of her, having Cinta sit on mum's tummy while she's sleeping is not exactly the best idea.
&yesterday Cinta cuddled up beside me while i was watching the last 3 episodes of my hongkong drama on channel 856. how adorable can she be?! it's still ironic tho' that she's the only cat im okay with, while im still very much afraid of other cats.
if you're wondering, yes, she's sitting on a NikeFIT cap. told you she likes to sit on things, tsk
acting cute when you pat her. heh
anyway, have been loving the look of floral cardigans/shrugs. it's suuper pretty! saw one at Dorothy Perkins but am still considering of getting it hmmz.
this is what i mean!
nice, no? anyway heard that there's a new F21 in singapore at Orchard Xchange! it's the largest one and it has men's collection there as well. soo cool! i.wanna.go!
i really have to go get ready now, kbye